The Bile in me is weak

January 11-20, 2011

Joel Akin

Proverbs 25:20 As he that taketh away a garment in cold weather, and as vinegar upon niter, so is he that singeth songs to a heavy heart.

The story above is old, in the sense of life. However, it is based on the Grays line of insight that they were willfully involved in the story until recently when it was discovered they were a front to a market of races who hid within the shell, or the flesh itself.

This is the reason why the story of the Grays will continue on and on and on for a long time to come, mainly, and I state mainly,, because the light of information the Grays accumulated will be held up to the high bidder in the light of things to come in heaven or in earth.

They were the price of things overcome by God while in prayer with me. They were part of the story of things dealt with spiritually while, if I may, the light of heaven fell to the sea more then people can count while trying, more then once, to ignite itself when it was nearly impossible.

Thus the jat of life in wed was the house of Horus who was part of the story of a war with Set or Seth and thus with the God of Heaven versus the pale and puny beings below, only they had one thing that God wanted and they were tricksy to the point of being like the gollum of Lord of the Rings fame.

This is why God knows I fight on and fight on because the light I have is tired to the point of exhaustion and I am wore down to the point of wanting to fight like the guys in the ring who have gone ten rounds and punch like limp and very limp paper straws.

I know because I am part of the story of the eye of Horus who was the limp rye food of manna that held up despite all the people of Egypt or Israel, in those days both held it up as fact and fat, did to despise it when it was in essence a little like wheat inside and outside. Gummy with a texture good for baking.

Now the point of this story is that God held me up to the price of a straw fight. He knew I would fight until exhausted over and over and over until the end of time when he would then step up and continue the fight for me.

The price of this is that He knew who the culprit was because I was hidden away safe in heaven or Heaven itself. I had here a price in a frame like the Grays and I had here insight to God but only insight of things remembered by the flesh. Thus when God moves in he will take down the slight fold of space to help the flesh remember Him and give me an edge over men in conversations so I can add up the points of life and remember how to answer those who bring up history.

The point is that God isn’t afraid of men nor of their toughest questions. He points only to this story of life in Ra or Horus or the eye of Horus or the eye or Eye or even the EYE of life that it was the pocket watch in Heaven itself and thus the eye stolen from men of God then.

If so then the eye/Eye/EYE came up daily to witness the body filled with earths pain soulfully melt back down again because it came to see the pain at work over and over and over.

This meant if a thief was there it was in the Eye System and this system held the price of speed so if someone came up as a copy then it was the Eve Line or the Evel or Bevel or Symbol line that came to see me suffer and tried to have me killed more then once but in a way of utter symbol.

This is why today I am tired because I have been on a journey with God and I have been back now for a time and I am back in the sense of being able to write deeper but still without true insight like I had years ago. This is because the Symbol Thief came and stole away the symbols of life based on knowing all of the story first hand by way of the Eye/Eve line.

This mean that Be Vel or the line of enclosed stories was going back and forth in time to the beginning. They were creating a line straight to the heart of me and then to the heart of life or to the Heart of dreams where God was holding me up over and over again and saying that the will of time/Time or even T I M E was the lot of an idea to dissect everything and see where it led.

This way when things fell to the sea they were led up to the sea without spirit and thus spirit had to bear up the price of life without fare anywhere in all the world system.

I became part of the story of life when God told me that out there in space were millions of bidders willing to pay the highest price possible to deal with me by giving me a base on committee for the sake of Logos and for the sake of dreams in bidding on things of symbol and daydream committees and this means something big because of my talents in simplicity.

The fact is that out there everyone saw the light go up on everything symbolic because I hold frame upon frame in light of things good and valid in all things because I carry prayer with God. He holds up the package of lights and lights which state that when all is done with the world system will pay a fortune by providing me a Logo’s line of ideas and I build up the prayer chain with God on good and gooder and best to the point of earning Him a living with me in tow everywhere I go in life.

It means that here I point out the price of this story is about image of clouds and so when Jesus comes he will be the discovered light of all things and that is light on fact and facts of earth. He will show me the light of things God did by showing me all things of things related to symbols because I pick out things cool and cooler and coolest because I hold frame upon frame of insight and that is why I pick the eye of Horus as the jat line of insight to the light of things to come with God and I. He is God but I am a close friend and even a friend to the point of associate of life.

If that offends then ask Him who is God and He will show you why because  I have done much to offend everyone in life except for God. He shows me things I have done with the M in the U of A and they are built up of might so great they sow lines to destroy all/ALL things that are offensive.

However, the light of my place in history was so wide in scope they commenced to study and see what it meant and they found it worked for them as well and they hid this so deep they had to bend down scope because I found them studying things everywhere in it until I ceased because of various health points.

I then led a life of prayer up to Heaven and led a line of insight to prayer over and over until I brought prayer in and thus it begins to trail again with a small comma and this is the frame of new lights showing up of old lines. In other words M will be there one time but not till the light of Heaven shows itself upward and overward and downward to protect because of M being so big in all scopes of life. This is why O is the nature of things lost and found and filled up with scope upon scope in all frames so deep that it lays a corner to the Dream of life that God has in type for me.

In other words, no matter how big I get, I want God to be there as my guide to the people who will make a difference and this is why today M is hidden in the U of A and why he is built up of things lost and found in the sea of Russia and its steppes to the bottom alongside the racing Lada.

12th

When we move into labor it is the product of life that is the fill of the swine in heaviness of heart. I have a heart and you do but we fail to see that God moves into the labor of problems and deals with them. He takes the will of it and marks it down so it doesn’t come to pass unless the bot in it is made, as it will, as part of nature so that we must be wise when the storms come by.

This is a reason why I hold up God in prayer and why I form an opinion and why I pray over each session in prayer so that when God holds me he can see that I am bot born or prayed for inside with God holding me up so that I can see.

The product of heaven goes into the story of life of the rapture in a way that is born sure. God carries me up or down the line to find me and put me  into the pin of life each and every single moment. I am held to him by the light of prayer and I am held to him by the light of life entangled in a moment and in a twinkling so that I might see that no one can take original away even if they emit blocks from other lines to that pint of pickup in the future so that God can move me into a future where I exist with Him in all frames of thought and thus they who are beings will find no one can hold on to me without God being there to take them off or down.

13th

The end of the age is when men find answers by the light of things they know. When men hold faint lines up they hold them up as part of the whole. They hold the faint line to God and say “Is it strange or is it odd and if so then what is the problem of them who are faint hearted?

The answer is exhaustion. If I hold the paint to dry I hold it to the hand but if I hold it to the wall it messages up to God that the light of earth and heaven and dreams is exhausted inside and cannot form a collusion with him in thoughts without being hurt. Thus I am constantly leaving messages because I cannot form a point where I am free enough to do anything and I am hurt and I am waiting.

God knows this and puts me into a pin of thought. The pin of thought is like a tree that moves up or down the ladder. It paints ideas and it paints forms and it paints things and it paints life. Yet when it paints me it puts me into a place of help for the sake of the future.

The future is when men hold me up to prayer and they hold me from the future where God is. They hold ideas with me and they carry them up to God to form an idea of worth.

The idea of worth is to take time and time and time until all the times move into a form called collision. There, in the form of life called time with God, there is a light forming itself upward in line with dreams and it is a line of God moving with me until I can create a way of escape in thought so I can see that knowledge does work and work well.

It is the nature of escape that is binded to the light of a bond and a bind. The ed is what I learn inside. The light of bond becomes me, proving, as I work towards liberty and liberty of life in a way that I can see and hear and understand.

14th

The work of life is made of things lost. When we hold up pain it becomes priced to exhaustion and when we fail we move into the quarterbacks house to learn new things while we work here.

Thus we can exist in two places at once. One at the form of the frame of this place while I exist in the form of the future where God protects and keeps me as close to safe as is conceivable.

This is one reason that people above who made the lines do so because they form opinions on life in what seems to be the use of the letter l/L.

It is the nature of L or other odd symbols above which are now common around the globe. What are they? The answer is still a mystery for they are formed in the clouds in massive writings and if problems with software then why not share that and tell others in a note?

For me I keep track of oddities in the clouds and these are oddities beyond measure because they form subjects of codes and if coded then maybe the lights of it are bought up to prayer and prayer to life with God or they are things which exist as a form of writing that is labor intensive. Why? Most of these lines seems to be fonts that is hand written and that is a lot of writing for one to labor over the world line by line in fonts that don’t make any sense to me.

15th

The world of images is built upon precept upon precept. This is why some of the forms, as with Earthdesk  weather is based on images as captured on their programs and built upon programs only with images that hold value to the sense of history.

The point of prayer is to show that God can break open the will of life by belling the cat or the dog or the fish when they behave normally. When they behave out of the ordinary he can find the problem without key to hurt or concern because the world of spirit submits over and over and over again.

Yet in my case, and only in my case, I’ve been suffering in a way of insight for years especially when God said “I have dealt or helped deal with the spiritual” which then implies there is either spiritual or natural.

When the world of spirit surprises you by having a type of middle, they form an opinion that three is better then two and thus the price of the middle is the space inbetween life and death.

This is where sickness has dwelt but if in the future people want to traverse through this territory they must pray and take Trans fats to become ready for the channel crossing or, if you will, die and then go on to heaven and then come back as a form of life wanting back what they had and this means storage or replication.

God is able to do both but he holds up light for the fare that out there are people who submit it to the fire because of belief that God told them to destroy their past here because it did not honor him.

This is price of things of teaching because the God I know doesn’t tell you to destroy the past so much as build upon it so others can then learn from it in the future.

The price of destruction is meant to be the price of walking away and making things last no more then a week of goodbyes.

People need to walk away from sin and practices that are based on sin. When they continue in those things they fell or swim and fell is a way of saying they continue as a thief stealing things of God that are born up to him in prayer for your salvation and this is why things are meant to be free and freely given.

16th

The light of heaven is the project of movement to deliver. If the delivery is delayed longer then a body can stand then it becomes hard to continue in the state you are in.

Imagine that I had to wear a pressure suit in one realm to protect me from the spirit systems that destroyed life.

In one side of a gym is a room to mom and to the other is dad. You sit there at a computer and you dream in the suit of a park where you can travel in a vehicle somewhere out there, preferably in a camper that is nice to travel in while moving from place to place.

This is why such a camper must be small and simple in order to be fun to drive and thus not be filled with everything one wishes but only what one needs. Thus the price of water can become the light form, as in a sink for washing and a space heater for essentials and a place for panels to heat up things outside for a shower. The price of a fridge seems to be an essential but only if other things like storage are left out. As in storage for lots of clothing.

This is why it would be an essential journey and one made as a lab or a photography center and it would be fun if it were made specifically for you by those who do it best.

Thus the dream had dad saying “I’ll be with you in a minute” and it was a dream I had this afternoon while sitting here at the computer and not being able to stay awake from exhaustion.

If I exist in the dream then I exist in the moment and the moment is the price of when the dream took place around 12:30.

Now the point is that if God is like dad he says “I’ll be with you in a minute” only he was behind me in his own room.

17th

The fact of a Sportsmobile van and an idea to travel around until it is done is an idea I have and one worth pursuing especially if I have fun while waiting for it with those who care for me.

I desire to travel to, Dublin, but in the sense of Texas to buy up case after case of Dr. Pepper and then bring it back to Canada or the USA and give it up to people to try and let me know if they like it because it is one of the only, if not the only one left which still uses pure cane sugar.

This is why I like to travel and explore and though I have places to explore out there one I wish for is time to learn why diamonds are there in Arkansas state park and why to travel to Cleveland Tennessee is there as an idea but with desire to overcome facts from fiction and meet people and tell them things they need to know and to let people know they are cared for because I am in a position of life rather then hurt.

Positions of power isn’t power of men but power in prayer to do what is right and to do right for others for the first time. This means that we labor together to find answers with God and he holds us to riches by billing us from heaven for the sake of a dream like what I see in the images above. For if billing is part of God saying to men “Study the clouds” then they find me and study them and pry them up from the ground and study the cloud formations until they are blue in the face wondering what they mean.

This is why I am convinced that once I am free to do things I can hide myself in life by exploring out there without worry over writing anything except on rare occasions with comments on what people are doing with what my dream was all about.

This includes Trans Fats which God will set up to teach others how they can learn not to fall and fail in throwing out essentials.

18th

The bell of life begins with a grasp on reality as it is meant to be.

The bell rings over and over for help and there are some who see me as a failure because no one rises up to help but, there are things out there hindering all things still. They are monsters and like monsters of the deep they must be tamed. When they are tamed they ride the wind in joy and in life and in hope once again.

Thus the creature in the image above is both a  dog and a man. If the dog hides the bridge of the nose then the platform is based on the sin us man. He holds bend to time in life of senses and gives directions to life in the sea and in life and in things he wishes God to aid him with.

God can and will but as for things, they must be held up for a time so that they can be sorted and locked into lockers and then sorted again so they can be watched when things calm down on TV’s found out there as garbage because no one wants big anymore.

Thus the value of small things is the dump of giant things in the house before it reaches the stage of the garage and this is the price of taxes and receipts. Taxes means that receipts are offered but when no receipt is given then the show on the story is complete as gift or given as gift.

Thus if you buy a vehicle and eventually its worth ‘write off value’ then when God heals it by the side of a tree, the tree bears the rust as a virtue and prays through to salvation for receiving age and growth in its nature.

The point of life isn’t trees going into the sea but trees growing into the land again across the sea of prairie by having them lift up rust off of old vehicles and selling the newest vehicles granted life by the tree in the form of bites to remove the rust from it.

It isn’t crazy with God. He figures that most of the problem in life is people afraid to lift a pen to see that God cares for the liberty of a day. He knows I want to hear more then almost anything else out there and I love to talk about trees. I love trees and I love plants and I love growing things only I fell to tiredness of work and fell to tiredness of planning until I got wore down to nib of the pen and found it hard to get anything out that made sense.

This is why writing for me has to bend itself to facts and why facts are the price of things happening rather then speculation.

So for the sake of futures boring or not I prove that trees in the stead of life are the box of images growing upward to prove a point simply and to the point.

Thus if I have ten images for ten days they will have images which express ideas and images which hold ventures in a way that sounds odd to some but is the expression of life as it may be said to be one day.

19th

I thing of the jat in the eye of Horus as a kind of weirdity because it holds the initials in jat to my name. Joel Akin Thomas or the nature of the middle going to the last for once. I also know that I am part of the eagle, as in the cloud grasping the lake as an eagle and this is part of the wedding type in that we are snatched up in a moment or a twinkling of an eye.

If the eye of Horus has a part in the wedding it would be in Truth for she bore the price of pain that I had and you had in the sense of being on this world. She bore it as the light of a machine on to the front of a wed and it was this which God gave me as partners in mind sense to her so we, in prayer, might work to bring the eagle to a place of learning to fight up to the things of God. This is representative of the steppes to life and if Siberia is the line of trainers then they are the light of men who must find answers to who they were before they fell to the dark cold of a nation without any rule or representative that we can call life oriented. Thus they grew up cold inside but in a way this is life now and life as it is meant to be because of the rule of life being the rule of dreams and dreams being the product of life as it is now.

20th

In the last day Gabriel will blow the horn and the land will split up into the air. When this happens the light of God will shed off the light of snow. We will find ourselves fair and wild at the same time, which is a way of saying we will be like God and be like his family in being wild and fair and good hearted because God will wipe away the nature of sinful practices.

In light of this world it will fail and go into life of sin for a time and when the thousand years are up then and only then will God fail me into it again because by then he will have remained in it to perform light on it as an operation of the Holy Spirit in nature removing the product of destruction so it can be held up to healing at that time.

Until then, the light of men who want fair or fare will be in the book called the Word of God.

They will find it has the answers they need and they will know that God cared for them and bring them forward to his day when he will appear and bring to pass the end of the age of reason of men who will learn why things took place in suffering and what they did to aid or contribute to it by their own words.

The point of all things is fun and when I am done learning how then I can arrive in style without one whit of concern over the family for they will be now but in place for a moment of change.

Thus as I move up to God I become prayer filled to see that I exist here because of stillness of life and I move up in the air as a labor of prayer for the sake of the future.

I become and then faint no more in life because God heals me of everything I want to show me I have it in full if I can learn to abide in it as happiness of life. This is when I move off into labor of things in new ideas that I become happier in things but that is beside the road of life.

For when God comes he will prove forward each line I write to show how it bit me but was held up by him in price of fabric and fabric with spirits hindering me as the light of men in the future stealing away life by discovery of a new theory and it held water so it held time to them again to fight over light of God or light of fares fare in life of thought of things.

Thus as the price of freedom is maxed down to me God brings in light and tells me that the front of a wave is moving towards me as we speak to show that I am caught in a wave telling me how to move and fighting me over what to write to end the dream of speaking more of the rapture.

Now the point is that out there are some who might try to read my stuff only to find it a type of pen which is dantic inside and this is the frame of life of theft leaving behind a type of air you and I are familiar with called exhaustion. When I fight to a type of prayer and find I didn’t feel anything significant had happened then I write it with life and with Hope fighting to retain insight over life. For if the freedom of dragons wore them out and wore their frame out they held on to fight with either me or fight with friends for the fun of it.

This is why God moves me to labor in anything else while he sets a key to life to find answers to who is what and why things are not moving towards freedom because if this is a work of Beginnings then it was Deth who took the stole of fur to his house and sold off the work of time to the real and gave me the pin so I would bear what he bore, answers without answers going on to eternity. This is why I fight with insight and why I see that the tree of insight is the house of men bearing me into deep upon deep with hope I can bear them out of hell when they themselves failed to see the truth of life.

It is the prayer machine or the prayer man who fights these exhausting natures to deal with prayer and to bring hope to the people by lifting a veil on the machine of fiction and billing it back to life and performing a heart stop and lifting up the pants in the sense of breath and breathing in normally.

When this is ready for a rapture I will write what I can and call forth hope to the land by saying that God will deliver and set free all things that are life in hope.